BLAST FROM THE PAST: Behind the Mission: Aneeka - Rise to the Top (PART 1)

Note from Gosia: To understand the following transcripts, it is recommended to watch the video where I give the complete context.

Swaruu (9): There is a psychological problem here no one seems to be talking about. Our mission is to make people see that we are more people. We don't have more value that any one there. That's an idea. BUT, in practice, even if we are equal... they want more... as if Anéeka were a celebrity <--- They don't see us as equals, and they overwhelm us like they do not overwhelm their normal friends there. It's like having... I don't know, Scarlet Johansson, as friends. Not comparing and I'm not overinflating us here. Please don't get me wrong. I'm trying to express a psychological problem or phenomenon here.

Gosia: I am afraid there is truth to that. As long as you are sitting up there on your ships, all of us will still be starstruck, in more or less grade, and looking up to you. The difference is when we actually see you in front of us, like with the step down we met. We could feel that equality more. The human element in us both.

But I am afraid that the "superiority" element will remain because, in most human perception of you, you know more, you understand more, etc. I don´t justify the need to overwhelm you. That´s not right. You just must put limits. I am afraid it´s on you. Many, if not most humans won´t. They want to soak you up as much as they can. Giving them schedules, clear hours, and sticking to them, is the only way.

Swaruu (9): And now, even while I came in here with you today, I was thinking that we may overwhelm you now as we are many talking, not just me as before.

Gosia: That´s so sweet. You never overwhelm me. You are my priority in life.

Swaruu (9): The problem is that all the so-called "sheduable" time slots are taken. So Anéeka's contacts are living on scratches of her time. And always on the hunt for her online. You and Robert have a constant contact with us, it is different. It's like, or as-if, you were here or us there, almost. But the others not so.

Gosia: Thanks, that´s nice. But no one should ever be hunting her. It´s HER who must tell them when to meet. I mean, it´s really easy. Just say: we are busy, not available. Next meeting: December 12th. Period. I guess for me it´s easy, this part, as I "ignore" people all the time. I got used to it. I don´t even feel bad. Or I only attend the most important ones. There is no other way.

Swaruu (9): Anéeka has a crowd of people following her asking for her attention. This may end up collapsing her.

Gosia: How did it get to this point? I thought you all agreed already on how to deal with this. I mean, we have gone through this many times. We are revisiting old issues.

Swaruu (9): Yes, even talking about this is a waste of time. The problem here is that I'm not in control of that. It's Anéeka.

Gosia: No. It´s not a waste if the solutions can be applied. She already has experience with all this. She knows how this works and what to expect.

Swaruu (9): Alenym pulled rank and sent Anéeka to rest until tomorrow. But that's not enough.

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2020 May

Nai’Shara: We know that for obvious reasons, which are indisputable, you feel a certain “preference” for Swaruu. Anéeka knows this and resents it.

Robert: They are different, Nai´Shara. Anéeka has gained a lot in everything. Perhaps Anéeka lacks more confidence.

Gosia: They are different. Just like when K´aal´el enters, or Raguel, or if Eridania were to enter.

Alenym: I must say that Anéeka and Swaruu, as you have said, are very different. They are not even of the same species. They are not even of the same density. Even so, that is how she feels, regardless of whether her feelings are valid or not. The fact is that she feels that way.

Nai'Shara: Of course they are different, that is clear, we all here have our own personality, I just want to let you know that what Anéeka has to share with you is as important as what comes from Swaruu herself.

Gosia: Of course! But she doesn't need to be connected all the time. That's what we mean. There is no obligation to share anything. Although I understand the feeling because I also carry it within me. The duty.

Robert: Yes... She doesn't have to feel obligated or forced to do anything, that's all.

Gosia: Yes, what she shares is very important. In fact, what a curious synchronicity! Just an hour ago, I went to look for the old interview I did with her some time ago to prepare it for publication.

Alenym: For example, Anéeka told me that she said she knows you have a preference for Swaruu, and you didn't deny it. While you have the right to have your preferences, Anéeka resents that fact.

Robert: I never said that, Alenym. Only that they are different. She wanted to talk to us about the muons.

Gosia: That´s impossible, Alenym, that I wouldn´t have denied that! And yes, I can talk about different things with Anéeka and other things with Swaruu. It's a different kind of friendship. But both are valuable to me.

Nai’Shara: Okay, maybe by making her see that what she says or expresses is as valuable and important as if it came from Swaruu herself, not spending little time with her.

Robert: I always try to spend all my time with Anéeka, Nai'Shara.

Alenym: Another thing. Before you start seeing Anéeka as being very sensitive. And we've been here before. Remember where she comes from, from being an orphan and lacking family connection. So, her reactions are caused by something very simple, a lack of love. Because she hasn't had it. Rejected since she was a baby.

Robert: Yes. We care about Anéeka very much. She's super valid.

Nai’Shara: Okay, so just pay attention to what she feels, which is very real. Both of you.

Gosia: We love Anéeka. But there's also something else you need to understand. I have a LOT of work, and in fact, I feel very anxious, very pressured inside, to publish everything. I have millions of videos behind schedule on the English channel. So when Anéeka comes and starts talking about informal things with Robert there that don't concern me, like bicycle models, I prefer to leave and continue with the videos. I work on the videos all day, and if I allow myself to chat for hours, I won't be able to finish the work. And I do the same with Swaruu. Many times I have said to

Swaruu: if there is nothing else, I am leaving for now. And computers drain a lot of energy. And, in fact, that is what I try to teach them too, how to be with people, more assertive and take care of themselves.

Alenym: I understand, Gosia, but this ship is not leaving here yet. There is time.

Gosia: She knows she is loved, and I am always there for her if she needs to talk about anything. We talk a lot. I always listen to her. But I also have to respect my own feelings when I feel I need to rest or work. I am here on a mission.

Nai’Shara: Okay, Gosia, we just want to share Anéeka's feelings, which aren't new, but they're very valid.

Robert: I'm always here for Anéeka to come in and give us updates, and if she wants to work or share how she feels, I'm there too. But in my case, I don't feel a preference for Swaruu. They're totally different people. It's like comparing apples and pears.

Alenym: Yes, and that's how it should be.

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Swaruu (9): The problem is also constant focus on trolls.

Gosia: Oh... that again. I never care about them. And that means just BE the frequency I want to spread. Share the knowledge, the wisdom, your information. I truly and truly believe that is the shield in itself. Maybe I am naive but that´s what I feel deep inside.

Swaruu (9): No. I'll second you on that. The problem here is Anéeka, as it is her "job", that gives her a perfect excuse to... chase trolls. Her "job" to be the intelligence officer. Everyone here is almost angry at her. We are having a nice talk or chat here, and Anéeka is there with us, with her eyes all red for lack of sleep. We keep on talking and one minute later she is asleep there in her seat! We no longer have "Anéeka" here for us! When we eat at the table, she is absent, and sometimes even falling asleep. She is there sitting silent or hardly talks at all when Anéeka is the talkative one! So we are worried.

Gosia: What I am angry about though is that she knew what she was getting into with all the new contacts, or trolls, but... sometimes... you guys just don´t listen. I don´t know why. We told you many times: limit chats to scheduled meetings, us too. And there she goes being hunted outside of agreed hours. Whose fault is that? Can you blame a puppy for stealing food if he is never trained? That makes me angry too. Because I KNOW what the solution is and you just don´t apply it ever.

Swaruu (9): Ok haha. Ok, sister I will talk to Anée.

Gosia: I wish I was there, cause I would manage all this for her and for you.

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Dhor Káal’él: Anéeka is not well, sorry for being blunt.

Dale: Oh no, not her now.

Dhor Káal’él: After Alenym removed her from the adrenaline rush, she went to rest, and now she is weak and sleeping all the time, hardly eats. Needless to say what it is. We are vulnerable. It's not that bad, but we are tired of useless trolls. I'm sorry for her other contacts, but their presence alone is hurting her. They send her every single troll story out there. Anée will be back online with you shortly, but we see this as a warning for us and for her. She kept working because of so much adrenaline, and it's addictive, but when you withdraw, then comes a crash.

Gosia: Káal’él, we went through this already with Swaruu many times before. Anéeka was a witness to Swaruu getting sick. She should know how to handle the whole situation. So it makes me a bit angry that she didn´t apply the same solutions to herself. Perhaps she thought she was stronger.

Dhor Káal’él: Taygetan innocence and dedication works against us in this case as we don´t want to hurt anyone. There's always something coming up all the time making us always be on the edge, doing damage control.

Gosia: But Káal’él, this is what you keep missing. Telling people you don´t have time is not hurting them. Cause it´s nothing personal against them. Here people understand that, or most. I tell that to people all the time.

Dhor Káal’él: Anée wants to make a work group with several chosen people. Our take is NO. It's a good idea if we were 500 people here, we are 36 in total. It is a good idea, but now all I see is unnecessary problems. And, I also see a window for infiltrated trolls and spies.

Dale: Brother, question. Does your contact with G and I affect you negatively, because we are based in 3D.

Dhor Káal’él: No, it does not, and probably neither do Anéeka's contacts, it's the theme of conversation. And we don't get sick because of a few trolls. It's a constant low feeling, low frequency, negativity day after day. It's accumulative. There is always someone who claims to have resolved our IP and that we are in Canada coming from a government installation and then they get upset and demand an explanation, we come in with our hearts pounding and you see the evidence that that is not so, and everything is calm until next day when someone finds a mirror in the net and again an explanation is asked for and we come in with our hearts pounding and... you get the picture. And all those satellites that are draining, "vampirizing" our energy. I am just worried for my sister and even a bit angry seeing her like that because she is so full of life and energy all the time, except now.

Gosia: Káal’él, you simply must reduce the contacts. You must understand that you won´t hurt people as badly as you think. Especially if you honestly simply state you don´t have time. And you limit communication to lesser frequency, with us as well, and NEVER respond to them outside of meeting hours.

Dhor Káal’él: Yes, but I must make clear that I don't mean reducing time with you, the "core" of the contact with us. And I see no reason why Dale should not come in to work with us, or with Swaruu and you. He only enriches the conversation and the questions-topics.

Gosia: I agree. And I appreciate that, Kaalel. But please don´t worry. Plus, I have plenty of topics still ahead to publish. Attend to your needs first.

Dale: Wow! Thank you both. I am truly honoured and dedicated to all of you and the process.

Dhor Káal’él: Anéeka and I have signs of mental fatigue, especially Anéeka. But that's not coming from you. On the contrary.

Gosia: I feel that coming from you. Even now. Where is your specific fatigue coming from, Káal’él?

Dhor Káal’él: In my case, having to stand for Anéeka in her job. I'm her replacement in CIC. And because of all the troll business, it's been long. That and more. I'm feeling mental fatigue because of my sister. But I love it here among you.

Gosia: What do you feel would help you?

Dhor Káal’él: To truly forget about the trolls. There must be a way to ignore even when they attack.

Gosia: If you hang around with me, you would never hear of them. You know why? Cause I have NO IDEA ABOUT WHAT´S OUT THERE! I truly live on my own happy cloud.

Dale: I guess I don't fully understand the troll stuff. I mean how, why does it affect you all, brother? They can't hurt you. They are here, among us, not there with you. Just swat them like a fly. Don't pay any attention. Leave the negativity where it belongs.

Dhor Káal’él: Yes, we must all be on our happy clouds! Let them ramble. Who cares!! Remember the bigger your enemies are, the bigger you are. And don't be fooled by you having only 102,000 subscribers. That's bulk, you have very focused advanced people on looking even if they are only 10,000 active ones. Those will, and do, cause a chain reaction on a planetary level.

Gosia: I do believe so, Káal’él. I am not worried about numbers of subs either anyway. Never did. I just do my thing. I know my gig and I stick with it.

Dale: Acting on sister Anéeka´s behalf, it is now approaching 3:15 am, brother.

Gosia: Yes. Káal’él, about Anéeka, let her reintegrate herself. We all have low moments. Now this is hers. It´s important to care for her now and let her body do what it needs. As long as she heeds her body´s warning for the future! You all must take care of yourselves.

Dhor Káal’él: At least she is resting. So it won't bottle up inside her. But these are constant problems for us all.

Gosia: Káal’él, it´s very simple. You don´t need to cut people. Just limit them. Once a week, for example. Us including. You tell us all: From now on, the meetings will be on Thursday at 5pm, period. You have many tasks. I don´t understand why you think it´s so hard for people to accept that.

Dhor Káal’él: And then Thursday comes, and there is no comm so they are bumped to a later date and they start to accumulate... and so on.

Gosia: Usually the comms are there, no need to dramatize haha. And if they are not there, you write: postpone to this and this date. I sooo wish I could be your manager up there haha! I mean, if I was with you on the ship. I would deal with this in a heartbeat. Dale, tell him! I can be firm, right¿

Dale: Oh yeah.

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2020

Anéeka: We are 34 people in a tin can in deep space and all alone with unfriendly forces all around us. And strange time phenomena going on here as well. Chiqui may look normal when she is letters in a screen, but here she is quite... strange, like in... she appears suddenly in a locked room as if she had walked through a titanium bulkhead three inches thick! Or only playing mind tricks on the rest of us. It gets unsettling really.

So I do feel exhausted, mentally especially! I no longer understand what is going on. Because I don't know where I'm standing any longer. Reality is not logical any longer. I can't even explain. Chiqui is also in the habit of making you feel all the strangeness is coming from you adding to my unrest. Gosia, I can no longer tell what is real or not!

Gosia: I am thinking perhaps try to embrace it, do not fight it. It´s strange but doesn´t mean it´s something that is not part of you, or part of reality. You are expanding perhaps? Go with it Anéeka, then...explore it. It won´t hurt you.

Anéeka: It's unsettling and mentally exhausting!

Gosia: Perhaps it´s exhausting cause you try to understand it very much? You are the analyst officer.

Anéeka: Things I knew all my life to be so, suddenly no longer exist, or are wrong or have another explanation, or all the above. Makes me feel so vulnerable! And I'm exhausted of analysing everything! And when the pieces are finally coming into shape, everything gets scrambled up again! I'm in the point where I no longer know where the game ends and where full Source mind begins!

Gosia: It´s especially hard for you as your specific job is to analyze things, reach conclusions, etc. Perhaps this is a part of your growth now too. To let go and ease into the new. Rest your mind, Anéeka. It will be ok no matter what.

2020 November

Yazhi: Anée was online with her intelligence meetings right before. And some German female doctor went in to talk to Anéeka and her other contact about the virus. And that doctor was in favour of the existence of the virus and agreeing to the lock downs and all that. Pushing the agenda fiercely. But the thing is that Anéeka nearly bit her head off! Anéeka can be fierce. Really fierce. She is not combat trained, much, but she is a real digital warrior. I hope she never gets mad at me! It was hard and in audio. All in German! It was a fight! Anéeka confronted the doctor with the facts. And outperformed the doctor.

I understand that doctor is a German government official of some sort. But, as you know, Anéeka is also training in medicine with Senetre, she soon will be a doctor. That doctor stood no chance against Anéeka. And many of us were just listening to the fight. Wow, such passion both sides!! And I didn't realize how articulate Anéeka is in German. Even more when angry as hell. Anéeka really takes seriously her task to defend the human population. It was something! Anéeka was yelling at her for the doctor to give Anéeka the DNA strain of the virus. Anéeka knows no one has it!

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End of 2020

Anéeka: We now see that all those problems on Earth that we fight against are exactly what the majority of humans want for themselves. It is their world, it is what they want! We are the ones that are out of line. Imposing how we see things, our ethics, and moral over theirs. We have no right to say they are wrong and we are right! It hurts but it is true. I look in the mirror, and I don't see a freedom fighter any longer, I see an invader. You don't feel like an invader because, for better or worse, you are there, playing one. It is now your planet as well, because you are there as one. I'm not there and I'm not one of them either.

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January 2021

Anéeka: The detailed step-by-step plan for how to implement a holistic society on Earth in less than five years, with dramatic results in less than a year, on a planetary level. Including all the details, from removing the Cabal, how to do it, how to direct the minds of the human population, and politicians. The installation of wireless Zero Point free energy in less than six months, on a planetary level. Revolutionizing medicine, science, and food. Total installation of a stepped holistic society in less than five years, without touching or destroying human national identity, leaving nations as cultural regions, and all under a holistic world government. All this without violating the Prime Directive or any other space laws. Credit goes to the humans.

Coordination and Official Part: Anéeka
Legal Part: Alenym
Structural and Procedural Part (the how): Yázhi Swaruu

Everything has already been analysed in detail. We've been designing this for months. But the purpose is to let all the other races know we have a plan. However, the Federation won't allow us to work. So it's pressure against the Federation. And that's the true purpose of the proposal.

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The Federation dictated that our plan was NOT accepted and that we must leave Earth's orbit as soon as possible before we are forced to leave militarily. This notification was withheld by the local Federation and never reached us. We know about this thanks to Ruhr and his team. We will not move.

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Yazhi: Anéeka´s the Federation's "Most Wanted" now. That´s being tough!

Gosia: Do you think they might want to do something more drastic against them?

Yazhi: They can't! They would go against Alcyone. Legally they cannot even blame Anéeka. It goes to Alcyone, the blame. Anéeka knows that, that's why she proceeded. Anéeka really has the Federation by their balls on this one! Anything against Anéeka or any other is to be considered an act of war. And this also applies to you. They do not see you as any different than say… Raguel and Zach running down there on a mission. So she knows what she is doing! But this is another aspect of Anéeka. A warrior Anéeka. Fearless! Anéeka is rocking now!