Swaruu of Erra & Gosia – Private Conversation Before Public Contact (2018)

2018 - ORIGINALLY IN ENGLISH

Swaruu (9): We like you. We all feel you are a very valuable positive person that is working for a better world. We know you through your videos.

Gosia: Oh yes? Thank you. How can I be of more value to you? What should I do more of from here to help the cause? I always feel I am doing nothing, just floating through this life... not fully awakened to my mission.

Swaruu (9): All I can and will ask from you is that you continue to do what you do your way, as always, because you obviously have a very strong connection to Source. You are doing a lot! More than what you think. A chain reaction on Earth, seeding ideas, making people think and wake up. It's the people who will do the change and succeed. And people like you are very limited, very few of you! You are extremely valuable!

Gosia: Thank you Swaruu! But there are a lot like us!! Thousands of starseeds and light workers, I think. I feel we came here in mass.

Swaruu (9): Those are as well, and are us too.

Gosia: Those are you?

Swaruu (9): Among many others, yes!

Gosia: In what sense?

Swaruu (9): Starseeds! Those are us all. We are running out of time. I can connect again tomorrow same time. It's on you!

Gosia: Oh yes?

Swaruu (9): I'm perfectly open, yes!

Gosia: Ok, thank you, but tell me one thing: I don´t want you to be wasting time... just talking to me for the talking sake. What should I do for you? Share some of the information? What would you like me to do?

Swaruu (9): That's not wasting time. Unless you see it that way, in that case yes! And that's your choice. Not mine. I cannot ask anything from you. It must all come from you.

Gosia: Oh! I just feel I don´t fully understand why beings like you spend so much time with humans on Earth, if it´s not for some productive goal. Or perhaps you like talking to us? I have been asking for contact for 15 years, so talking to you is the highlight of my life so far. I just want to be equally of value to you.

Swaruu (9): You will know what to do. See you tomorrow my friend, same time.

Gosia: Thank you so much.

Swaruu (9): I thank you.

Gosia: Talk to you tomorrow. I will have some great questions. And you can have for me too. It´s both ways! Do you have a night time now or a day??

Swaruu (9): No, it's just space here.

Gosia: No Sun? Is it dark outside?

Swaruu (9): Sun on one side of the ship, darkness on the other. Yes, Sun but it's all the time on one side, and then the other. This is just space. All the time the same.

Gosia: I will be thinking of it falling asleep, wow.

Swaruu (9): Time here is only figurative and based on YOUR perception. Your time, not mine. See you tomorrow and thank you.


ANOTHER CHAT

Gosia: I don´t know how much I have with you so I would like to use our time together to offer something for the humans.

Swaruu (9): How long we will be in contact doesn't depend on me. It depends on you. Just saying.

Gosia: On me??? Well then, always haha.

Swaruu (9): Ok, so be it! So please don't worry. And this only gets bigger, as you will connect to more people as you move along. Your friend Robert just got a very important upgrade yesterday with us, because he had his first interview with multiple people, four of us (me not included) and among them Asket for the first time. She is the expedition's leader.

Gosia: Oh wow, that´s incredible! I am happy for him. We have been asking for contact for so long. And, well, I do know also that sometimes the contact is cut off for whatever reasons. So that´s why I want it to be as productive as possible to help the humans here on Earth.

Swaruu (9): We do cut off when something happens. Most of the time we can explain why and the length of the no contact time. Sometimes it's months.

Gosia: Ok. Swaruu, would you like to ask me anything at this point, or share anything? Please, I´m open to anything. Because if not, I have some questions to ask. But first I want to give you the opportunity to lead, or to share anything you would like. I want it to be two ways. You can ask me anything as much as I can ask you.

Swaruu (9): Ok, let me say something. To us it's rude to talk with someone without letting them see with who they are talking to, even if it's only a picture. I notice that you do use a picture. So I feel uncomfortable. Yet, it is very dangerous for us to share pics. The pic here now is me but it's darkened. I will show myself to you for a short time here. I feel I can trust you!

Gosia: Ok, but you really don´t have to. Don´t worry!! I understand. I will never ask you anything that you don´t feel comfortable with. Feel free to do whatever you would like.

Swaruu (9): I am she!

Gosia: Wow. You look very beautiful. With braids like this??

Swaruu (9): As you said. We are not that different! Bigger eyes! We are just more people.

Gosia: You are very pretty... and look quite sensitive! And what are you wearing here?

Swaruu (9): A Pleiadian silk dress. I am she again.

Gosia: Here you look a bit Russian.

Swaruu (9): I look Russian because the Russian people have Taygetan genes because of old settlements there. I do have what you call Slavic looks!

Gosia: A beautiful girl. Do you have ugly people??

Swaruu (9): Yes, we do, but that's relative.

Gosia: Haha yes, it is very relative. Thank you so much for these photos!

Swaruu (9): Eyes only please.

Gosia: Eyes only?

Swaruu (9): Eyes only means "Your eyes only". Meaning, only for you.

Gosia: Yes, of course! Goes without saying, thank you again. I do look Slavic too. Well, and I am. I mean, my body is, haha.

Swaruu (9): Yes, my point exactly! You wouldn't even be talking to me if we didn't have something to bring us together. A frequency! You do have Pleiadian genes.

Gosia: How old are you? In this body?

Swaruu (9): I'm 17. My body.

Gosia: So you have been in this body for 17 years? That´s what it means? Or it looks 17, according to our standards?

Swaruu (9): That's right. My body isn't completely formed yet. It will be when I reach 20. Then I will remain looking like 20 for a very long time. We age 10 times slower.

Gosia: So you have been in this body for 17 years times 10? Something like that?

Swaruu (9): Time is "funny" here. It's not entirely linear. I'm 17, like in 17 years old. Others, as a reference, look 20 but they are over 100 years old.

Gosia: So you look 17 and you ARE 17. More or less.

Swaruu (9): That's right.

Gosia: Where were you before that? Or who were you?

Swaruu (9): I was in Erra, my home planet in a farm in the mountains with my mother.

Gosia: Oh, I thought you came from there in the same body. But I guess not?

Swaruu (9): I didn't understand your statement.

Gosia: I mean, if you have been in this body for 17 years, where were you living before having this body? What was your other existence before?

Swaruu (9): Ok, this is where the similarities with humans end.

Gosia: Haha, I can imagine.

Swaruu (9): My answer will be very ET for you.

Gosia: I want a very ET answer. Because it might take me to my ET identity. The memory might come back.

Swaruu (9): I was my own mother. I gave birth to myself. I remember being her. I remember growing up like a little girl knowing I was both, having consciousness and control over two bodies. I'm a natural clone of my mother's. I/she was a cloth weaver. We made cloth and clothes for our little community.

Gosia: Oh, wow. So two bodies were "occupied" by the same field of consciousness?

Swaruu (9): Yes!

Gosia: And how did that feel being both? Split, in a sense? Very, very fascinating.

Swaruu (9): Completely natural. You don't feel split, you feel so connected that love flows.

Gosia: Wow. Insane... for us here, I mean. So your consciousness can in a way continue this way... extend beyond just one physical vehicle?

Swaruu (9): It's not uncommon here, it's very common, like 100 times more common than natural twins are on Earth. (By the way, twins on Earth are the same person, but the 3D essence and experience limits the connection, making them separate, or the illusion of being separate).

Gosia: Fascinating. Thanks for the new photo. By the way, you don´t look completely happy in your photos, by our standards of what a happy person looks like. You emit a bit of loneliness.

Swaruu (9): You are welcome. I do carry my sadness inside. I'm not like the others, my life is complicated.

Gosia: Aren´t you happy?

Swaruu (9): I am not.

Gosia: Why not? What is missing for you?

Swaruu (9): I am very sad inside. I lost my love partner and I've been looking for him for a very long time, since I was my mother. And I'm alone here, I have no family. And I have a lot of friends here, but I'm also very different.

Gosia: How did you lose your love? You do carry inner nostalgia. I can recognize it when I see it because I carry that inside too.

Swaruu (9): As you are a starseed to the people of the Earth, feeling different, so am I to my people. I am a starseed for them among them. I am something else. <--- You are very perceptive, as you read my grief only by looking at some of my pictures!

Gosia: My nostalgia comes from that I sense I come from a different world, my real identity is somewhere far beyond and it creates a tremendous feeling of being alone in my soul. Like there is absolutely no one who can SEE me.

Swaruu (9): I fully understand how you feel. How did I lose my love? I will tell you... only it will take time, because it's long and the story is relevant because it's connected to who I am and why I am here. I will.

Gosia: I can imagine it is a long story. Love stories always are! It´s so amazing that you can feel nostalgia too. I thought it was rather something we feel down here, longing for our cosmic identities. I thought up there it´s not as common as everyone is closer to the Source, not as matrixed etc.

Swaruu (9): Yes, only that once you are up here, you realize that there is more. There is always more. You can never know it all.

Just bare in mind that I have nothing to ask from you, nothing to take away from you. All I want is your friendship and to share anything that may be useful to you and to the people.

Gosia: That´s very kind of you. And that´s what I want to offer to you. My friendship. Offer you myself as a person, a fellow human, just on a different planet, a friend. I´m interested in YOU also... not just in you as a representative of an ET race.

Swaruu (9): I am an extraterrestrial for you. But I am also just a little girl with crooked teeth looking for her place in the universe, asking questions. Asking herself why she exists!

Gosia: That´s exactly what I ask myself too. We can keep asking together. Maybe with your ET perspective and mine here we can figure it out, haha.

Swaruu (9): Yes. My point is that we are not better, superior. We are just more people. I may have some pieces of the puzzle, you may have others. If we share, we can both grow.

Gosia: Yes, exactly. We are both looking at the universe from different perspectives and we have different pieces of the puzzle! We have a better shot at figuring it out than just having one piece.

Swaruu (9): Yes!

Gosia: Although your piece is probably 100 bigger than mine, haha!

Swaruu (9): I don't think so. Your pieces are as valuable as mine are, or as anybody else's are. You are not limited.

Gosia: Well, but mine here are so heavily influenced by various dark forces, and there is a memory wipe. But I do like to believe that there IS knowledge within us... just forgotten. It needs to be activated. That´s where my work comes in. I want to assist with that. I don´t know why I came here precisely but this could be one of the reasons. To help the humans here awaken and help maintain the higher frequency.

Swaruu (9): Heavily influenced... that will, in turn, give you even more valuable pieces as you are finding your way even in spite of those limitations. But I will give you a hint. You are not limited, you were only tricked into thinking that you are. But you are not!

Gosia: Exactly!! We have been tricked.

Swaruu (9): You do have loads of knowledge to share. I know that. You are not limited. That DNA limitation thing that they say the Reptilians or Anunnaki did to the human race is not factual. It's not true.

Gosia: It is not? So what happened really with that knowledge?

Swaruu (9): The limitation was achieved using mind control. The mind and the belief system of each individual will turn off and turn on individual genes, because it's consciousness that will activate or deactivate attributes within a body, like telepathy. The evidence of artificial DNA tampering is true. But it was not used to limit you, as they say. Every species is altered. I am, the Andromedans are, the Sirians are, the Antarians are... and so on and so forth!

Gosia: They didn´t do that through the gene manipulation? Wow, it´s probably a whole new subject to explore.

Swaruu (9): Gene manipulation cannot control consciousness. I can go down this road in detail.

Gosia: Wow, let´s save this as it fascinates me.

Swaruu (9): And telepathy is not an attribute of the body. Ergo: You cannot control it, activate or deactivate it, gene splicing in a lab. Telepathy is a state of mind! <---

Gosia: Fascinating! Swaruu, you need to go in ten minutes, no?

Swaruu (9): In seven min, sorry. Satellite cuts off. Free Monday 24:00?

Gosia: Of course! Last question: what is the purpose of all of your communication with us down here in recent years exactly? Is it to inform the selected few so they then can inform the rest? Have us assist with missions? Is it to learn about us this way? I mean, you said you have been here since 2008, in general, and talking with thousands, and you for so many hours daily. With what objective exactly?

Swaruu (9): So little time and such a complex question.

Gosia: Ok haha! Let´s save it! I can wait.

Swaruu (9): Solving the problems of Earth is not something we can do from outside. It has to be done from inside. So what we do is to point things out to people so they will in turn see more, investigate on their own, until a tipping point in consciousness is achieved, and then things will start to turn towards the positive. You don't have to awaken the masses, don't worry about that. All you need is to awaken a key core of people. The rest will follow. And they will follow because they are not even real people but manifestations within the mind of the few real people on Earth!

Gosia: Haha, wow greatly put, I loved that! So deep. And is helping to solve the problems of Earth beneficial only to humans here, or is there a connection with you? I mean... is helping us helping YOU in some ways? Or is it purely altruistic?

Swaruu (9): There is a connection to us. A lot to say about that! Two min left before hard cut off!

Gosia: Ok, and why do they cut off the satellites? Who does??

Swaruu (9): They pass over to the other side of the Earth. We lose line of sight! Seconds left! When do I see you again?

Gosia: Monday! 24.00.

Swaruu (9): Ok, Monday. Take care.